Thursday, August 5, 2010

i love my dad


kalau lah ayah masih ade


sori ckp cmne tpi mmg rindu sangat kt die skg
he is the best!! mmg la puji ayh sendiri
since kecik2 lg..ayah mmg garang
terlebih garang..prnah skali tu..tgn aku lke
sbb kne libas ngan tali pinggang die..
sebab nyer..ak melawan n ta siapkn keje sekolah :P
tpi semakin ayh tue..die semakin cool
ta pemarah sgt..ayh baek..sayangkn ank2 die
lagi2 aku..yg paling annoying kt family
stiap hari wat hal..mmg kne ar
padan muke aku..tapi
aku paling suke ble ayh ckp..
sal pape la..sume die thu..tye jer pape..
konpem ayh thu..


ajal dan maut di tangan tuhan


tapi ayah da tade skang..
ayah da pegi jaoh..dan takkan kembali lg
aku tahu ayah takkan kembali..
tpi di dalam hati aku..hrp die masih hidup
teruk kan aku?mcm ta dpt trime ayh da tade..
tapi mmg aku rindukan die
"haris..ayh da tade..tadi akak check
kaki n tgn ayh..sejuk..da ta bernafas
ble hang nak blik? jgn sdh sgt"
aku igt lagi tym tu akak akak aku kol
pasan tym tu mmg ta bley di gambarkan
skang aku thu pasan kehilangan org tersayang
mmg sedih gyle..seriously!!
ayh ade diabetes..kaki die kne jngktn
necrotizing fasciitis
aku kne tabah..ayah pon tabah
lawan penyakit die..ayh kuat
aku sayang ayah sangat2..


to : late mohamad muzaffar bin mohd yusuf

semoga ayah dicucuri rahmat dan berada di
kalangan orang2 beriman..amin

p/s : after this..aku nak tukar blog aku..insyAllah nnt
aku nak wat blog pasal kehidupan :)





Thursday, May 6, 2010

what's wrong with me?




Please don't tell me not to cry
Please don't say there was a reason why
You don't know what i am feeling
Or how much i hurt
The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt
For no apparent reason i break down and start to cry
My life has changing
That is why i am acting not like the same old me
I will never be the same again
Not today, not tomorrow, but never!
The best things you can do for me now..just be there
Just like always, my sweetheart
My broken hurt is hurting bad
and it will never mend..haishz~




Monday, May 3, 2010

im back :)


assalamualaikum..:)
almost a month i didn't updated anything in my blog..hehe
this past few week..im busy...with my work + assignment n etc..
and now..the things that worries me a lot..my final exam.. =.="
my calculus paper..which is same like add math..
Gosh!! can it b more difficult..haishz~
but now..i only left with 2 more paper..yeah!! feel very excited..
i cant wait any longer..really want to back home..
last time i went back..in February..during Chinese New Year..
really miss my family..my bed..my beloved toys..what?toys?
hell yeah..i have many collections of it..love it so much :)
but the most of all..i miss my mom cook..n my father thought
shes the best chef in the whole wide world..love you mom..muahx!!
and my father..he is a person who i admired the most..
he always give us advice..and many information..indeed :)
like a moving dictionary..that is what i called him..
and really2 miss to bullying my younger brother..hehe..
miss all of you..huu~~ if only i can went home now..

in conclusion (pe la yg ak ngarot nie..hehe)
im totally miss them..i love you'll so damn much..
and my latest updated..insyAllah..this few day..wait for it!!





Friday, April 9, 2010

p/s : i need you :(


If I never met you, I wouldn't like you,
If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you,
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you,
But I did, I do and I will..

Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You




.:.coz it's true,im nuthing without you.:.


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

another stressful day :(

well..juz like yesterday..haishz..
today i must sent a softcopy of my essay..
our lecturer want too see it..
said my class rep..n my essay entitled
'What do you think of the GST at the local restaurant'..
like what!! y i who got this topic..huu~
+ my lab assignment for computer subject..GOSH!!
can't it be more dificult..so so stressful!!
bout that essay..i don't have any idea to write..
like..anything okey..seem all the idea ran away from me..
what would happen to me today :(

juz hoping tommorow would be much much okey than tis day..
wish me luck to completing the essay..n for my computer subject..
hurmn..dont have word to say anything~~

im such a lazy person..hehe


Monday, April 5, 2010

i still new..argh!!


HELL NO!!that is the first things that
came out from my mind at this moment..
+ listening to boring lecture..gosh!!
so so great..feel so sleepy rite now :)
handling a blog for me is kinda challenging..
especially a beginner like me..it's juz..
like to many things have to be done..
how to post..editing my post..create a layout...
and so many damn things..haishz..


p/s : soey..don't have any idea to write longer than this..
juz a short post i guess..hee:)


we the kings - heaven can wait



here's a song for the nights
i think too much and
here's a song when i imagine us together
here's a song for when we talk too much
and i forget my words

heaven can wait up high in the sky
it's you and i
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
i'm yours tonight
lay your heart next to mine
i feel so alive
tell me you want me to stay, forever
'cause heaven can wait

here's a song for the one who stole my heart
and ran so far, that cupid couldn't catch her
here's a song for the kid who aims so high
he shot her down

heaven can wait up high in the sky
it's you and i
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
i'm yours tonight
lay your heart next to mine
i feel so alive
tell me you want me to stay forever
'cause heaven can wait

here's a song for the nights i drink too much
and spill my words

heaven can wait up high in the sky
it's you and i
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes
i'm yours tonight
lay your heart next to mine
i feel so alive
tell me you want me to stay,
forever cause heaven can wait

cause heaven can wait
cause heaven can wait

totally addicted to it~lol